do you miss it?

Do you miss the past?

I can say I do.. Especially what happened in the past two years. It's neither long or short, but a lot had change. I'll tell you what I miss...

I miss the year when i'm 18, when I'm still studying for my diploma, when I have a lot of time between and after classes, when there is no need for me to do a part-time job.

I miss the time when I got posted to Siemens for attachment, when I met my current boyfriend, when I had to do OT during Saturdays, when I get to experience the fun in a relationship without any external stress.

I definitely miss the time when I get to talk a lot with my friends.

It's all different now. I guess we are all at a different pace which leads us to our differences.. Life at 21 is not as fun as life at 18 and it's just 2, 3 years back. I hope it gets better, not worse.

Finally ended Spring 2 semester. It was such a killer. Omg. What can I say? They informed us about the workload during the interview already - that working and studying at the same time is tiring.. and of course, stressful. I think I aged quite a lot as compared to last year May.. =/

Besides that, I get pissed off over little things when I lack of time for assignments and projects. Everything is just so screwed up when it's all pack together. I think SIM would suit me better, but currently at this point of time, it's too late for me to regret. So.. I got to live with the decisions made.

Look at the timetable schedule that was allocated to us. Lessons end late and start early. It is the worst combination possible. Besides, 2 lessons in a day really can die. My brain 'shut-down' when lesson ends at 7, and won't work until the next day at 1pm. So homework,

or revision? Leave it to weekends together with work, which means weekends are fully packed. Me? Oh, ya. I'll be really worn out, like boy in the picture.

Oh, well. I shall enjoy this one precious week of holidays! Now i know we don't appreciate what we have, until we lost it. Students in studying in polytechnic - Really, enjoy your long long vacation. (and I envy them a lot, because the longest I have is only 3 weeks.)

Hmmm.... I forgot to upload photos of the gifts from my bf. Ahh. Shit, I hate uploading photos. But, it's always nice to share right? hahaha. Give me some time alright?

Right, 1 last thing.

Today is a special day! It's my darling's birthday. =))

Baby, Happy b'day! Thank you for tolerating my bad temper. haha. 我很清楚我这段时间, 对你发的脾气不小

But it's all over, temporary. Let you have a small break. =D

Muacks

Nothing very much serious, but i feel suffocated. One look at the pictures make me feel even worse. Crap. and I did thought of separating whenever its that reaction.

Poor me. Valentine's with bf in camp. Actually.... It feels like Valentine's day is a everyday thing whenever I was with him.. But, still sian to the max. I mean.. who doesn't want their partner to be with them on a special day meant for L.O.V.E. Last year Valentine's day clashed with the CNY. This year Valentine's, he belongs to the government. Next year.. I guessed it will be the same luh.

And..we didn't spend much for both this year and last year Valentine's because I stopped him from spending $$ on flowers. It's kinda dumb if you were to go think of it seriously. Flowers are damn expensive on Valentines. According to Kim, it's $98? for 12 roses? omg. Kel spent $48 for the '9 stalks of no-fated flowers for ME' the last time round (He threw it into the bin due to jealousy issues. Zzzz). It's almost like double the price!! and flowers only last for 2, 3 days... so no point luh. Call me unromantic if you want to. It's just not realistic! I would rather he buy the flowers for me on my b'day!~ At least it's price is in a more affordable range. That will be sweet enough. =)

Am really anticipating for my birthday this year. I wonder what would I get from my baby. Heehee. I should start working soon and save lots of $$. Just in case, we might be able to go for a short vacation! *Excited*

oh man. I bought so many new clothings for new year, but I did not even take a single shot of photograph with me wearing it! and.. don't forget. What about my curls? NO PICTURE YET. Like.. duh. Cause I always forgot to bring my 14 mega pixel camera. Like so damn wasted. Esp on the first day of new year, it's like a total different style from the usual me... but.. err. Only a few people manage to see it. o.O

Pss. It's the first time my baby said he thought he saw some 辣妹 when he first saw me on that day. LOL. so.. I guess it must be really different lah.

Talking about my camera.. I shall briefly intro a little about it. It's damn chic, I tell you. Look below.

Take a Glance:

The EXILIM EX-S200 is the perfect combination of design and technology in an ultra-slim format. The camera, which is as slim as it is elegant, is equipped with an amazing 4X Ultra-Wide Zoom (27mm) lens that includes a Single Frame SR Zoom that extends the zoom range 1.5 times! The EX-S200 also has the new EXILIM engine 5.0, takes photos at 14.1 Megapixels, records video at 720p HD and has features such as Premium Auto and Art Mode. Its exclusive Landscape Enhancement Mode includes a mist removal feature to clear up hazy outdoor photos, while Make-Up Mode makes everyone look their best. This camera is a perfect reflection of your individual style.

What can I say? This is much better than the previous camera that I had, although this might not be the best camera... but erm... it's design is nice, esp for people who like pretty things. AND 14.1 mega pixel. haha. I think must put on more foundation, or else... the camera will take all my flaws down with it's 14.1 mega pixel capability. LOL. Well, I shall... take some photos of myself soon. Need to update new pictures already!!

OMG. I finally found one moisturizer that is suitable for my skin! I'm eager to buy one from Watsons since I finished using the travel size sample given by The sample store.

Take a Guess.. what moisturizer is that??

It's the Dr jart Most Moist Water-Sure gel.

It's really good. Below are the reasons why I love it so much:

1) The Most Moist Water-Sure gel could be easily spread onto your skin without 'pulling' your skin.

2) It is easily absorbed by the skin.

3) Hydrates my oily but dry skin really well without any oily feeling on the skin after applying the gel.

4) This moisturizer even improves my skin condition when I'm using it.

*Suitable for all skin by removing harmful ingredients with 4 free system of preservative, alcohol, fragrance, and pigment free. Lactobacillus peptide extracted from young radish kimchi acts as natural preservative to protect the skin from inner and outer environments.

(Taken from: http://www.drjart.co.kr/global/eng/product/product_view.asp?bs=3&seq=8)

5) Lightweight.

I just have to say, this product is extremely awesome! But it's quite expensive as compared to the other moisturizer that I've used. Retail Price is about SGD 48.

I shall start saving for this moisturizer, no matter what!

HAHAHA. Just some random thoughts. Saw this statement while I'm surfing the net today - Based on a Psychological study, a crush only lasts for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds, you are already in love.

How many of you guys out there really believe that a crush only last for a maximum for 4 months, and if it exceeds.. that means you're in love? Personally, I don't. This sounds like something really romantic for all girls out there who madly in love. But.. why not stop and think logically? How long did we feel infatuated for someone according to our past experiences?

For me, the shortest is like half a year. The longest? Like about a year? If that's the case, I was in love for umpteen times already.

Based on a Psychological study, a crush only lasts for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds, you are already in love.

I think this is only for girls who are seemingly trying to assure herself that she is in love.

Well, no offence to people out there who really believe in this romantic statement. =))

Just my two cents worth of thoughts.