December 8, 2008

is fairytale that mesmerizing?

lol. two more examples for me. I think that's to remind me to THINK twice before falling into the 'fairytale' trap. how great.


EXAMPLE 1:
Few months ago, i'm so envy of them.
right now?
haha. i envy myself.
why?
ANS: cause i'm lucky enough not to feel the pain.

i dont know what to say about it lar. both are my friends. and... it's their relationship. i've got no rights to interfere... but.. hey. my jie mei is hurt now leh. and... 'move on + sorry' is all what the guy know how to say? I'm not the zhu jiao in this failed fairytale and i dont know what exactly happened... i dont think i'll ever get to know how the two of them feels. But as a peng you, as a wai ren... I just feel that.. it's a bit irresponsible to just bu yi wei ran to say move on.



''har? u mean... that few months of AI DAO YAO SI means nothing much?'' I thought you said the only person you wanted to settle down with, is HER? and... now?
Suddenly, you said you dont feel like being tied down... and it's better for the both of u to JUST BE FRIENDS.
I thought u were like so sure about it the last time round?

There's just too many things that made me think that... you are just trying to give excuses for yourself so that you wont feel so much of a guilt. I think we all know what's happening. You just changed.. from the inside out. everything. maybe it's coz of THAT girl, maybe it's not. i dont know. ALL i know is.. you can't put your pride down and openly admit you've change. maybe you should think twice about getting another girl as your gf. maybe your mum's right. you will end up hurting another girl.. which you just did.

the next girl that might be your gf.. i just hope that... you are determined enough with your decision. first mistake can be forgiven... however, if the second one ended up like the first. THERE's no more excuses. NO GIRL should deserve to go through such pain coz of ur selfishness.

you might get to see what i wrote. and.. it's really my xiang fa lar. i cant deny that "YES i'm quite pissed off right now.''
THAT'S because.. your theory and mine wont be able to agree with each other. your theory doesnt make sense anyway. i think anyone who read your blog and knew what u said, will know what i mean. read ur own blog again. You've alr asked yourself... " ARE FRIENDS MEANT TO BE LIKE THAT?''




But like what i say... It's none of my business. do what you think are right. and... no hard feelings. i still take you as my friend.







omg. getting headache alr. shall continue the second story some other time.



Gotta study for my term test tmr!

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