圣诞节!

今年的圣诞节真的过得比去年糟糕！ 不过也算特别。怎么说呢？？

特别的忙碌，特别的闷，特别的不一样。

前几天都在忙着做assignments。连圣诞前夕，圣诞节也不例外。而且，是从早到晚的那一种。。。不过当时的我想因该没关系，因为好姐妹25号才会回国陪我庆祝圣诞节。


24/12/09

今年的圣诞前夕也没怎么出门，有去的地方也就是男朋友家而已。去他家做什么呢？做assignment咯！本来说好弄个三文治当爱心便当给他的，最后也没了！我现在还欠他原本说好要做的便当！不过，OK啦，第一次圣诞节前夕没有那一点点寂寞的感觉！
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25/12/09

圣诞节快乐！我真的好期待好期待可以出门! 谁知道。。 人算不如天算，25号当天，澳门的浓雾影响飞机起飞的时间，从中午两点的班机改成晚上九点十五分的班机。原本的计划全被打乱，过后也因为零时买不到戏票就没有出门了。就这样，圣诞节，没了！


26/12/09

因为25号没办法玩，所以26号要补回啊！简短来说，我们大家去看Avatar这一部电影，第一次看半夜场的噢！满有意思的。好姐妹回国了，也带了很多礼物回来！真高兴！有时间再拍照，炫耀吧！

Notice: I'm busy!!

Due to all the reports I have to complete, I don't think I have much time to update my blog. I doubt there will be much people reading my blog lar, but just to announce to those who frequently visit. LOL! Hopefully I can get the new post up few days later. ><

Any interesting things that happened today? Hmm.. Yup, there is. I'll make it short.

I had dinner with my family together with Kelvin. My mum went to buy the newspaper so she missed out the show put up by Kelvin. XD

A Lizard. (Yes, he's afraid of lizards. )
and then, there was this cat. (He loves cats! <3)
We saw the cat preying for something but we didn't know what it is. All of us took a closer look and "EEK! A lizard!". And the next thing we knew, dear grab my arm tightly with a horrified look and he lifted his foot up just like how girls would react when they saw cockroaches. HAHA! XD

I have to tell all of you.
I didn't mean to laugh at him but he just look cute when he is scared! =D


I have to tell him.
Don't worry dear, I promise I won't laugh at you unless there is another more interesting incident! (this wasn't the post you were looking forward to.)

=))

minor happiness in life =)

Minor happiness 1: Fluffy! This dog of mine really entertains me a lot.

Fluffy was never toilet trained until recently. Whenever, it's time for fluffy to pee, we would grab his tail so that he would not run loose in the house on the way to the toilet but this cute dog of mine is intelligent! He would cherish every chances to run away from us and just today, it happened!

Here goes. After pee-ing in the toilet, fluffy as usual walk out of the toilet alone while my sister was washing his pee away. He started sniffing around the floor and my mum was worried about him spotting another potential territory pee-spot. She frightens the dog with her extra firm voice and my fluffy just went into a state of madness. He started running all about in the kitchen and seriously, no one could stop him! My sis was like.. "Come here fluffy!" and fluffy just ran away. My mum opened the kitchen door and fluffy spotted it, however he didn't make a move to dash out of the kitchen. This intelligent dog knew that my mum and sis were waiting for him outside the kitchen so that they could catch him. However, what this dog didnt know was that my mum only wanted him to be on the sofa. He thought he's going back to the cage.

No matter how my mum and sis tried to get him out of the kitchen, fluffy just refuse to come out. At last, my mum used wang wang biscuit to tempt and he use this chance to zoom straight out into the living room. Just like how it usually happens, fluffy ran around like usual and the 3 of them were chasing after the dog.

Finally the 3 of them cornered fluffy somewhere near the sofa. Now it's the time to compete who's the fastest! Suddenly, with a speed of lightning, fluffy ran and leaped onto the sofa. I don't know where the hell Fluffy got the courage to jump up to the sofa because he had never done it before. Fyi, Fluffy don't jump up or down to any chairs and sofa, he just couldn't make it. Of cause, after Fluffy's action, all 4 of them were fascinated.Yes. 4, even the dog itself! LOL! I think Fluffy didn't know that he made things easier for us cause my mum just wanted him guai guai sit on the sofa.


Here are some more pictures of Fluffy!

omg! my pink chem file!

My chemistry file is not with me! >< I realized it only when Kelvin said he needed some help with balancing equation for his semiconductor term test. My chemistry file wasn't with me for like 2 years and I totally forgot that I lend it to someone else. like.. Wth. xing tong arhhs. My 2 years of nicely written chemistry notes were all gone and I don't think I'll be able to get it back. Would you keep notes that don't belong to you if that person who lend it to you already graduated from secondary school and most probably won't need it again ever in her life?


I think the answer would be a "No".


I don't think I can even do that for someone else if her things are with me for 2 whole years. Omg. Can't bear to think of what my notes look like now. My chemistry file is the only file in secondary school that I would file worksheets into it. If my Physics file is thin, my biology file would be even thinner and I don't even have a file for Maths! My chemistry file is the only thing that I'm proud of throughout my secondary school life and now it's gone! Maybe I shouldn't even be nice and lend it someone in the first place. No wonder there is this saying "Don't expect someone to return you the things they borrowed from you". Seems like it's real, can't help but to agree to it. Let's talk about something else or I think I'll be depress for the rest of the 60 mins before I go to bed.


Well.. I had a nice dinner with my dear boy tonight! We had Pizza for dinner and Fuji Apple for our drinks. Yummy. Everything is good.. except that we ordered the pizza a little bit too big for 2 people to finish and now I left 4 slices of pizza in my fridge. Haha. it's okay! I can have pizza in the morning and Sushi for dinner at night because I'm going to Sakura restaurant tomorrow for a gathering. Really excited about it! XD Ohh!!! Pictures below were the presents Kelvin bought back for me. =D

The strawberry bag with a big ribbon!

Kelvin got this shirt also.He said his aunt bought this shirt for me. That's really nice of her.. Ps sia. XP

Couple Shirt, the male version!

Couple Shirt, the female version!

Cute and sweet isn't it? Ty dear! =))

1. I signed in to C box and deleted all the old messages. Good or bad, ALL gone!

I've been wondering if I should take away my tag board.
I figured out that since this is my blog, it's my own perception of everything. It doesn't really concern about other people who are just merely reading it unless they are also involve in what i mentioned in the blog. And tag board? It's just for comments and criticism. I need comments but not criticism from a person who doesn't even know what happened. Well.. Maybe I'll take it away quite soon, but not now.

2. I realized I got lots of things to do, but I don't have enough time.

I need to do plenty of things before the eve of Christmas. Otherwise I can forget about going out to have fun! This CANNOT happen! I don't have enough time for my reports, don't have enough time for movies, don't have enough time to miss my dear boy and take pictures with him, don't have enough time to clean up the house! OMG.HOW?

Things-to-Do List ( Before 23rd Dec )

1. Complete report for Service Quality & Management
2. Complete report for Club and Resort
3. Tidy up my room
   
4. Revive the dead blog I'm having now. -.-

3. I went out with Kelvin today. Finally he's back in Singapore and he bought presents for me! Cute shirts and a bag. Really happy to see him! Will post up the pictures of the presents the next time i blog.

我都不知道要怎么形容我的心情,就是很开心咯! =D

Eww! FLYING COCKROACH ATTACK! OMG! it's sooo gross!

It's the 5th of Dec! Oops. Offically 6th dec cause it's 12.20am right now. o.O

I almost forgot about Weishyang b'day on the 4th due to all the tests and reports! Luckily I didn't! I didn't mean to forget about it anyway, it's just that school is really busy. I got 3 reports to complete during my 2 week break. (I think should be 3 report lar, hopefully I wont find out there are more reports to do.) The deadline for it is 28th Dec. Just 2 days after Christmas! How am I going to go out for the christmas celebration?! I think i should work harder to manage the time I have. Erm.. Maybe LESS going out with Kelvin? and MORE determination + concentration while I'm doing my report. HAHA! (I'll be so dead if he gets to read this. )

Also, Kim just informed me that she got a new bf! How nice! haha. She said she'll be bringing her bf along during Christmas outing! I'm really curious + excited since it's the first time i'll get to see her bf. o.O

Kelvin went Bangkok this afternoon and will be back only on Tuesday. Sian sia. No one to accompany me while I'm studying for my term test. It could be good and bad. I suppose if he's around, I'll have difficulty concentration 100%! Since he's not around in S'pore, I shall fully concentrate on studying. I'll miss him, but I can only wait patiently for Tuesday to arrive!

=))
40hours more to go!

Can you believe it?! I went to work yesterday! How rare can that be? Haha. I think my mum should be very happy about it since she's always trying to convince me to work.

Overall it's not bad, easy job, easy to earn money. The only bad thing is the weather! It is some event thingy at Pasir Ris park. Imagine the mud and how we are 'surviving' in it. Never had myself so dirty before that. Eww..

Saw all the mud on our legs? It cause me to have rashes! Doesn't it look like some skin disease?

Facebook Virus!!

This is what I found in the internet.

Kaspersky Lab Detects New Worms Attacking MySpace and Facebook: "Messages and comments on MySpace and Facebook include links to http://youtube.[skip].pl. If the user clicks on this link, s/he is redirected to http://youtube.[skip].ru, a site which purportedly contains a video clip. If the user tries to watch it, a message appears saying that s/he needs the latest version of Flash Player in order to watch the clip. However, instead of the latest version of Flash Player, a file called codecsetup.exe is downloaded to the victim machine; this file is also a network worm. The result is that users who have come to the site via Facebook will have the MySpace worm downloaded to their machines, and vice versa.
“Unfortunately, users are very trusting of messages left by 'friends' on social networking sites. So the likelihood of a user clicking on a link like this is very high”, says Alexander Gostev, Senior Virus Analyst at Kaspersky Lab. “At the beginning of 2008 we predicted that we'd see an increase in cybercriminals exploiting MySpace, Facebook and similar sites, and we're now seeing evidence of this. I'm sure that this is simply the first step, and that virus writers will continue to target these resources with increased intensity”."

Source: http://www.kaspersky.com/news?id=207575670

I just manage to solve the virus problem in my computer. I don't even know that my computer is infected with a worm until my friends start sending msgs to inform me on MSN, facebook and even through sms-es. My friends told me that my facebook is spamming msgs to them with weird links in it. It was only then I realised my anti-virus in my laptop is GONE. Seriously, I don't know what happened. I just installed my anit-virus like 2 months ago and it's gone! Crap! I wasted one installation without even using it for more than 5 times. =.=



Because of this virus, I went to school and did some research. The worm that infected my com is known as "Koobface". The Koobface worm is most commonly found in networking websites. Once your com is infected with it, it start spamming messages to all your friends. This makes it really irritating. Luckily I installed the Norton Security and it got rid of the "koobface worm" for me.

Crappy bus driver.

Went AMK hub with dear dear to watch 2012 yesterday. The movie was... great. Visual effects were so good that it made me start thinking and worrying abt Doomsday! I am very sure that I wouldn't want to experience whatever that happens in the movie. It's just so scary! ><

Here comes my worst experience with SBS Transit. It's so ridiculous that I just couldn't stop laughing. Not the happy kind of laughing. But the "unbelievable" kind of laughing. From what I know, bus drivers should wait for the passengers as long as the bus have not leave the station. It's not as if we were chasing the bus like 10km away from the bus stop! We were AT the bus stop and the bus driver just drove away when he saw the 2 of us and another 2 guys.

We waited for roughly about 10 mins before bus 132 arrive. If I remember correctly, 3 buses arrived at the same time, and 132 was right behind. As we saw commuters boarding bus 132, we decided to walk to the bus, altho we could wait for the bus to come. We were just in front of the door, when the bus driver shut the door at us. The driver saw us, and he pointed to the front. Okay, so he meant "go to the front of the bus stop and I'll open the door". We were like "err.. okay.. ". Hell, why couldn't he just wait for us before he move?

Nevertheless, we walked to the front. At the same time, I saw 2 guys flagging for the bus. The bus driver drove to the front and stopped. Just when I thought he was about to open the door, HE DROVE OFF! I am very sure that the bus driver saw the 2 guys, he even turned and look at them! And, Kelvin told me that he was very sure that the bus driver is aware that we wanted to board the bus! Isn't this ridiculous? One word to describe our feelings at that moment-STUNNED. After which, I just couldn't stop lol-ing and my dear boy? He just couldn't stop swearing! LOL.

Well well well. Seems like my blog is getting interesting... haha. What can I say man?

Today, Kelvin came to my house to help out with the painting of my sister's room. However, the room is just kinda big to finish it in within a day. o.O
We started painting at 2 and my Mum is still painting at 11pm! Imagine how tired my mum will be when she finish with the painting. Hmm.. She's a woman with determination. Determined to finish that last wall for the day. I always felt that my mum is cool. =)

Mum treated us to dinner today and the dinner was sumptuous!!! All the dishes ordered were like.. YUMMY! Especially the crab! I still haven't got my OT pay in my account yet, or at least.. i think so. Didn't really have the time to check it out. I wonder when can I treat my friends and family to dinner!

Talking about dinner, it reminds of what my mum said in the afternoon after she saw Fluffy's new look! He's botak! Haha! Really cute. My mum said that his tail look like the tail of a pig. AND then she asked jokingly, shall we cook him for dinner tonight? OMG. poor fluffy. I bet he's feeling sad now. It's the first time I hear him whining so much. Maybe, long fur for fluffy isn't a good idea. I think he should maintain a puppy cut! he's cute anyway. =D

Oops! Someone found my mistake! haha. Thanks ANDY, boy. u taught me "Vulgar"!



I think I shall learn more abt vulgar language arhs. like how to use them and stuff. but... by saying that, it doesn't mean that i'll change my opinion on kids using vulgarities. ohh.. language doesn't determine whether a person reaches his/her puberty or not. Andy, read clearly leh, i said, u havent reach puberty coz u act like a kid, u waited for us to scold u so that u can shoot us back. it's not really because of ur language. It's just that, the way u speak, it's like the way how kids keep on quarreling.

omg. kids nowadays totally have no manners.

why am I saying that?

Just recently, my sis told me about her classmates, and some passerby spamming in her blog. It seems like those two incident might be related. Her classmates, those "bitches", they would have used a random name and leave messages on my sis blog. Otherwise, If that passerby is really a male, he must be a boy, not a man. and... Obviously, not reaching his puberty yet. Perhaps this could be the reason why he's acting like a sissy? Which fully grown up man will speak like him? and... act like him! o.O

Kids aren't being innocent these days. It's seems like all kids knew those ah lians ah bengs language!! Vulgur language in another words. Even my little bro uses it, not to scold people with it, but he feel that it's fun somehow. Obviously, he uses those vulgur words without knowing what it means. I was shocked when I heard him say that. And he told me most of his classmates said things like that. LIKE OMG?

I think parents should really spend more time with their kids. At least spend enough time to educate them. Teach them on when and how to protect themselves from school bullies, or some random bullies online. Since i dont think the situation of kids saying those 'bad' words will improve.



THE WORLD IS GOING CRAZY.

28th August 2009 is the day I end my attachment! I'm offically free from City Square Mall. It's quite a relieve to me. I can finally have a good rest after a month at the construction site. haha!



It's been such a long time since I post anything on my blog. Erm.. it's kinda weird cause I dont know what exactly to post about. All I know is that... I've gain lots of different experiences during the past 4 months.. and I think I'm missing those days. It's tiring but quite worth it lar. I think I will most probably go and take a look at the shopping mall with Kelvin when it is open for business! XD



It's going to be my birthday soon! I wonder what surprises are awaiting me! I'm really contented now. =))

Phew! Had a interesting day on shooting ppl on blog! LOL! I know it's bad.. but... well. can't help it, even if it cost me the '十八层地狱'. That's the after life prob. hahaha!!

Hmm.. let's see.. what should I say?

If Jia Ni, Huiyu, Jaslyn and some... I-don't-know-who, thought that it's my sister who uses 'Rui Ling' so as to hide her identity. You are definitely wrong! I think i just had to announce it to the public! (altho it's not really a big deal) The truth is cruel! You girls got it all wrong! That's kinda pathetic actually. Why won't ppl believe it when I use my real name?! It's so unbelievable!

I am so going to write BIG BIG!

I am Rui Ling! Not happy with it? talk to me personally lar.
Don't worry if it's not clear enough. I had translated it into Chinese.
瑞玲就是我！如有任何的不爽，找我吧！我愿意和你聊聊。=）

Ohh.. and SN大姐 aka Jia Ni! 'Hair' is hair! NOT HAIRS! omg. Improve ur English a bit leh. I know mine like so-so only lar. But.. at least I know 'hair' is hair! SO NO EXCUSE! XD

我变成大忙人了！这几个礼拜都过得蛮有意义的！上个礼拜天因为是家庭日的关系，所以，去了一个有花有草，叫gardenasia的地方。虽然天气炎日，不过是满好玩的啦。。也难得会看得见和以往不同的风景。这一天也让我满惊讶的！我的小弟当天被主持人叫上台玩游戏！我还以为他会不敢上去，如果主持人逼他的话，他就会大哭！原来我错了~！我弟还满有胆子的！上台的时候还一副不削，酷酷的样子呢！最后，没想到我弟竟然还会赢了那场游戏！真是有点难以置信！

*我弟就是不能好好站着拍照*

*以下就是几个美女的照片咯！哈哈！*

然后，就是世上最可爱的狗狗！！Fluffy 越大越帅了！

我的天！



I'm feeling kinda frustrated for these few days. Maybe too much 'scandal' in mind. Why must it always ended up like this? =.=

Wasn't feeling well for the past 2 days. I had a runny nose, sore thoat and quite a terrible cough! Falling ill at this period of time is just not a right time, especially when i have almost all the symptoms of H1N1. Even the doctor in the clinic is afraid of me! My consultation took only like 5 mins? Maybe even less than 5 mins! I was then asked if I needed a MC and then outta his room. Obviously, 1 day MC wasn't enough for me. I almost fell asleep in my office when I'm alone!

I realise I'm not as carefree compared to a few months back. Weird ehh.. Don't know why leh..

有些心情很难解释。 过些日子应该会恢复过往自由自在的心情。

下大雨！这一个礼拜，每天凌晨四，五点都下大雨，打雷，闪电的！害我没有一天好睡！不是三更半夜听到我家的狗吠个不停，就是听到我妈开房门把狗放进来的声音。唉！

昨天睡觉时更是经典，长大之后第一次被雷声和闪电吓醒！我从没想过自己竟然会在被“雷公”吓倒。上一次被吓倒不知道是多久以前的事了。记得以前小时候被吓倒，都会有老妈在安慰我。昨天被吓倒时，身边除了弟弟之外，谁都没有。 原本很挤的一张床，因为妹妹生病睡另外个房间，所以空出了很多位，很不习惯。才发现我很胆小，昨天竟然被雷声吓倒有点想哭。突然间，感觉自己变小了，似乎回到7岁的时候。

现在有太多事情要烦了！有些事情，要写出来也有点不方便。免得得罪人。不过我真的很不爽！气死我了！还好原本对她的印象本来就不好，不然我真的会觉得自己根本不会看人。


我不削！

昨晚不知怎么了，晚上做了个恶梦！我梦见我的牙齿掉了！可能是日有所思夜有所梦。因为，早上的时候吃糖吃到牙痛，所以感到很困惑，是我牙齿坏了吗？还是牙齿敏感？或者是糖果太硬了，咬的时或太大力，所以才会痛？

难道我这一辈子好朋友就是牙医了吗？我才刚刚整完牙啊！我可不想又去见穿一身白的牙医！最近有人称赞我牙齿美。照道理来说，这是件好事，我是应该感到开心的。不过，仔细想想我牙齿是“假”的啊，它是整出来的啊！如果我整张脸上最好看的是牙齿，那我岂不是很失败？哈哈！

最近花了很多钱，买了很多衣服，裤子，化妆品的东西。上衣就卖了4件，裤子呢。。。就卖了3件，两支口红，睫毛膏一支，夹睫毛的一支。怎么办？我还想改变发型的呢！

第一个星期过了！原本以为周末会感到轻松，原来不是! 第一个礼拜过了，发现到有好多学过的东西都还给老师了。怎么办呢？我想只好用周末来复习吧。还好现在的工作环境，比我以前打过的工好多了，至少那里的人感觉上还不错啦。环境没那么冷漠。就是因为这样，才更加要把工作做得好好的，要不然对不起良心啊。我想现在要开始写笔记了，要不然太多事情要学，很难一次记下来。不过，星期六嘛，休息两三个钟头再说，累死了。



以后应该没那么多时间上网了。放工之后，回到家都已经7点半了。坐下来之后就不想动了。吃了饭，冲了凉，看看电视就到时间睡觉了。完全没有时间做别的事情，真不知道大人们的乐趣从哪里来。如果以后要过这种生活的话，就太闷了!


I think i'm going to change course if I'm going to university. It's too chim for me le!

The above picture is a piece of art from my sister, Michelle. She is drawing her friend, but I guess it doesn't look a single bit like her friend. Her friend doesn't... or shouldn't look like humpty dumpty right? haha. I'm not saying that her art is bad...She can easily draw better than me. It's just that this piece of drawing too last minute. She was doing this art thingy at 11pm while the rest of us were playing 'spot the difference'. 'Spot the difference' can really kill my eyes. 2 plays a day-too little. Everyday play until pek chek. =.=

What's this!? FLUFFY!

He is so cute with the cap on his head!

I'm wondering if I should let fluffy grow long his fur or just maintain a 'puppy cut'. Long fur is nice.. Seen a lot pictures of maltese with long fur, tied up of course. Very cute also leh.. But it's very hard to maintain. Especially when my doggy isn't those very obedient kind of dog. Tear stains will be a very big problem if I'm deciding to keep his fur long. People maltese white white de leh. =(

Tomorrow will be the first day of my SIP. I'm very worried now. I'm worried about what stupid mistakes I might make, about the impression I will give to my supervisor, about the dress code, about everything! Yes..Dress code! I don't know what kind of blouse to wear. Should i wear long or short sleeves? Erm... Should go tampines walk walk later and see if i can find any nicer blouse, rather than those totally white ones for presentation in school.

KBOX again! My sis and I sang 4 hours straight. haha. really very tired. got to pay my mum back since I told my sis that I'm bringing her for K. Have to keep my promise. $107 in total!!

Well.. at least my sister is singing into the mic. Better than last time XD

--------------------------------------------It's my last day of freedom.

------------------------------------------------Pls pls pls, let everything turns out fine.

1) 啊！我好不安，好担心啊。读完email已经知道自己被派去哪里attachment了。在SIEMENS...的其中一个project site (City square)。是什么呢？我也不大清楚。我想这几天的我，心情会满乱的。我是要害怕新的环境？还是要期待这恶梦赶快结束？朋友都说其实没那么恐怖，是我想太多了。或许是吧！不过，人们不是说，想很多事情的人手掌上的掌纹会很多吗？我没有啊！Attachment 的伙伴也出乎我预料。那，am I happy or am I not? 应该不错吧。。。

2) 哦！昨天晚上，下楼购买零食，发现一件事！

是新出口味吗？是吧？没看过耶！满好吃的，尤其有wasabi那一点点呛辣味，真爽！唯一可以嫌的，就是味道或许咸了一点。可能我喜欢淡淡的味道吧。有时候，淡淡的味道，在吃的时候好好品尝的话，有可能会发现别的‘味道’以及‘心情’。这东西跟听歌一样吧。一首歌要好好仔细聆听，才会发现到它有多好听!

3) 前几天读了报子看到阿桑去世的消息，简直不敢相信。她不是唱‘叶子’的歌手吗？怎么那么突然？‘叶子’这首歌，是我學唱的first few song，也是我觉得很有感觉的一首歌。所以，知道这件事后，有很多感触。今天中午，在mtv台看到特别乐辑，为了是纪念阿桑。这次，听‘叶子’比以前还要有感觉，还要难过。真的太可惜了。。。

4) 我换手机了！换成了W980。换这部手机的原因？因为，手机漂亮。没错，是慢了很多点。不过，好的手机慢一点又怎样？好用就好！而且，就是因为这部手机，我才有现在很美的吊饰。当然，这是我的好朋友送的。她真的很大方。这是我觉得我比不上她的地方。哈哈。

好朋友！我有个小礼物要送给你，找个时间一起出去吧。下一次，我才送个大一点的礼物！

Went pubbing with Kimberly again. She called me at 8pm last night to meet me at Dhoby Ghaut abt 9pm so it's quite a last minute thing. I'm glad that i'm quite fast compared to the usual me? Still late lar, but not so bad yet. XD

OMG. I think I found out how I can sing good. DRINK BEER! and it's beer not some other alcoholic drinks. Okay.. Maybe beer wasn't the reason why I sing better yesterday. Maybe it's just the system in the pub! OR maybe because I'm possessed by the soul of a good singer? HAHA. Too exaggerating! But no matter what, after yesterday, it shows that I've got potential! I'm so so so shocked.hahaha.

Kim's dad even told me "Zhen Zhen ah yi da suan dai ni men dao taiwan zhao ge lao shi xue chang ge, hao de hua dang ge xin, zheng me yang, you mei you xin qu?"

o.O-----> This is how i look like when her dad ask me that.

I think my serious problem is- STAGE FRIGHT? Sing solo will tremble. Haha. Well.. If can dang rang xiang arhs. I wanted to learn singing like dont know since when. But dang ge xin... Hmm.. think i need to go for plastic surgery first. LOL! =D

I'm dreaming again XD

It's been quite a long time since i got a new post. Reason being is that it's holiday now, and I've got no where to go. Nothing to do except slacking. I'm not complaining, in fact, I'm quite happy about that. A long break is always good-at least to me. Seriously, work can wait. I'll be contributing to the society after a few years. Why can't I just enjoy a little bit more? Once you start working full-time in the society, it will be hard to really hao hao xiu xi le.

During the holidays, I stayed at home with my computer switched on, reading other people blogs. And I realised that, my life is so so so so so DULL. "Ping fan wu qi" might be a nicer way to describe.

Just like what I told Mun Boon, I AM A ZAI NV. Well.. At least, still acceptable lar... Quite contented. Wait till I graduate from poly? Maybe life will be more interesting! If Kim and i enter the same university, can confirm I won't go home too early.


wo zai qi dai wei lai. =))

Exams results

I had this terrible feeling after receiving messages from my friends that exam results were released. You know that kind stressful feeling? It’s like you will keep taking deep breath and that you are aware of your heartbeat?

Lousy way of describing right? I know my capability to describe something sucks. Haha.

But you guys should be smart enough to know what I’m trying to say. Never mind that. The most important thing is I felt relieved when I saw my results. Relieved because my GPA didn’t drop and that I’m doing slightly better this semester. Hopefully next semester during SIP will be even better lar. I need all luck and hard work that I can get to improve my just-so-average results.

I seriously hope Gina will understand that we didn’t mean to make things difficult for her. We are classmates no matter what so if there's anything I can help her with, i'll surely try my best to do so.

Now my results are back to yuan dian and i'm tired with consistently aiming for better GPA. Feeling a bit clueless and helpless now. =(

Went pubbing with Kim and her sister to celebrate her b’day on 7th march. Sang a lot on that day..It's like the whole pub was filled with our voices for that few hours. Weird right? Those people in the pub on that day doesn't seem like they want to sing a lot. haha. Who cares. If they dont sing, we sing lo. lol!

Hmm.. There's another thing. I know I dont sing super duper well. But then..recently my singing like bian lan le leh. I asked my sister about it but she said I sound okay to her. But i somehow feel something is wrong with my singing. haiiz. Just don't know what to do with myself. ><

why can't I'm good in something? As in something real good.

终于考完试了。每当考试时期都非常累。经过几天的大睡特睡，终于把力气给补回来了。

27.02.09-星期五

星期五是考试的最后一天。为了星期五的考试，牺牲还算大，第一次只睡了一个钟头耶！不过，有睡一个钟头算不错了。我知道有些朋友为了这一个考试只睡15分钟！奇怪在哪里？怪就怪在，我们读了那么久，却对自己一点信心都没有。进考场时，竟然会不知所措的感觉，而且还会开始慌。只希望能够安全过关咯。为了星期五的考试，我真是累垮了！

1）考试进行到一半，我竟然想睡觉！

2）在家里看dvd，因为眼睛干，所以合了一下眼睛，就快睡了。我还记得，当时周围环境的声音越来越小声。"BANG!" 听到枪声，被吓醒了！

3）晚上11点就睡了，隔天起来时，已经是中午1点了。整整睡了14个钟头。

28.02.09-星期六

一整天都觉得很累。头又晕! 应该是昨天睡太久了吧。不过，今天也不赖啊！从凌晨1点睡到隔天11.30am！

睡了10个钟头！

29.02.09-星期天

11.30am 起身后，吃早餐，看看电视，中午1点又睡。睡到4点。过后，带Fluffy去“剃光头”。Fluffy 已经变成看似像吉娃娃的狗。 晚上12点睡，到隔天11点。这一天又睡了14个钟头。

7点时，约了Kim,Vicki和Weishyang，看了一部电影—My Bloody Valentine。(可惜，Kim 上班没办法去。）

The Movie Plot (if any of you are interested):

Ten years ago, a tragedy changed the town of Harmony forever. Tom Hanniger, an inexperienced coal miner, caused an accident in the tunnels that trapped and killed five men and sent the only survivor, Harry Warden, into a permanent coma. But Harry Warden wanted revenge. Exactly one year later, on Valentine's Day, he woke up...and brutally murdered twenty-two people with a pickaxe before being killed. Ten years later, Tom Hanniger returns to Harmony on Valentine's Day, still haunted by the deaths he caused. Struggling to make amends with his past, he grapples with unresolved feelings for his ex-girlfriend, Sarah, who is now married to his best friend, Axel, the town sheriff. But tonight, after years of peace, something from Harmony's dark past has returned. Wearing a miner's mask and armed with a pickaxe, an unstoppable killer is on the loose. And as his footsteps come ever closer, Tom, Sarah and Axel realize in terror that it just might be Harry Warden who's come back to claim them... (taken from http://www.gv.com.sg/moviedetails/gv_moviedetails_7836.jsp)

It's not that bad. But.. First few scenes a little bit fake tho. The part whereby, the head being chopped off, and the whole body slide down, I thought it's kinda funny. Not a wondeful movie,So-so I guess. It's like.. 看了就忘。

And you know what? Vicki studying in biomed.. or something else that has SOMETHING to do with Biology. She sat beside me during the movie and while "Harry" was using the axe, chopping and cutting up the bodies, Vicki 这位小姐说“人体构造不是这样的leh.”

OMG! i almost fainted! haha!
Vicki! I have to tell you this! 我佩服你！

The movie other than being bloody and gory. It has got some nudity too. I'm so being 冤枉！WS and Vicki said that it's becoz of the nudity scenes that's why I suggested to them to watch this movie!

Notice something. WS personal msg wrote " Thanks ah... Alena.. you brought us to another level." OMG. I only know that this movie is bloody. I didnt know it has got nudity. and.. Ws and vicki? Which level are the two of u at before yesterday? o.O

I bet Ws will keep the personal msg on for a few days at least... if his classmates didnt pester him about whether Alena is his 'kim'　（金）. haha.

And while I'm blogging, There's this online guy who talks to me ONLINE.

"Do you have a bf?''

This is the first thing this zhihui guy at zhihui_rockz@hotmail.com will ask. Next, ask for hp no. And then, he will surely ask to meet with all sorts of bloody reason!

How WELL can he stalk someone? I walk in school, he will msg me "i saw you just now. go sch wear so sexy arhs?'' WTF? I wore shorts and t-shirt! HOW SEXY CAN THAT BE? Some other times, he will msg stuff like "I saw you at the pasir ris interchange." or the latest one "I saw you at Downtown east". If he really see me, he could at least say a "hi" and not remain invisible.

See the above? He is despo till that extend! Guess my number somemore. 早知道，就干脆跟他说那时我的手机号码好了！

Go out at night? yes. with friends only. online friends are other kinds of friends. actually, come to think of it, it doesnt really matter whether online friends or not. What matters is.. this guy here... has been asking me weird qns for the past one year. He doesnt even let me feel safe. Online friends... maybe. That is if they aren't weird weird people.

THIS is totally 鸡同鸭讲！i dont want to quarrel with him, but the way he's leading the convo... just make me feel damn piss off.

MONEY! Sure i love money! but mind you. I love myself more than anything else.

I really he should go to geylang, it will most probably will make him feel better. At least he can 发泄欲望。 Why stay at home and try to get some girl on bed with him?　He better dont get aids. If he do... then good luck to him.
He totally spoil my day! and... I can assure with you guys that I dont like to speak vulgurities. But he 让我忍不住！

在此，我要道个歉。骂了满多不堪入目的字体。是还想骂多一点，不过治标不治本。只希望这些怪人不要再找上门。

OMG. exams starting on the 20th Feb and i've got no mood for exams still. HOW HOW HOW?

Hmm. I dont think it's so bad lar har. At least I went to school, met up with my classmates to study for FMF... and erm.. a little bit of energy audit? Hopefully I've got enough time to study for my 5 papers. I'm only worried about my last paper cause it's on a Friday!

What's the problem with a paper on friday?
The problem is.. I must watch thursday xing guang da dao! lolololol! 8-10pm is a confirm must watch one. this means... i got less time to study for friday's paper. ><>


加油！好好读书，过后就能休息了！剩一年了。以后要有这样的烦恼也难啊。

14.2.09- 情人节，valentine's day。



跟每年的情人节一样。没有新‘突破’！就是和朋友看看电影之类的。过了这么多年一样的情人节，真是有点闷。突然间不想过情人节了。因为，这个节日越来越普遍，普遍到和普通的每一天一样。如果你问我，就算有男朋友也不过吗？这个问题，我很难回答。现在没有，当然会说不想啊。有的话，当然会期待。不过期待越大，失望越大。如果非得有这个过程，那我宁愿不要期待。



今年情人节，是有点不一样。的确有真正见过面，认识的人要约我出去，我甚至知到情人节当天他想做什么，不过我早早拒绝了。 说这个是有点突然，不过不可否认真的有那么一点点高兴。因为代表我是有人喜欢的嘛。第一次哦，有人有去用心的去想在情人节当天要为我做什么，满感激的啦。一个成语来形容-受宠若惊。



想一想情人节是个散发爱的节日，不管朋友之间的爱还是情人之间的爱，甚至是家人的爱读可以在这一天散发出来。不如明年照过情人节，明年在家里过吧！哈哈。让我弄个大餐之类的, 只是不知道谁敢吃罢了。

I'm like so so so blur these few days. Must be too tired with all the projects! 还好這些日子就快過了! All the blur things that I've done made me feel so ><！


1) 7 Feb - 簽唱會


我的天! 真是要命啊! 我第一次去签唱會就發生這種事!


我一直覺得黃靖倫blur blur cute cute 的, 沒想到有這么blur! okay. 可能不是blur lar. 只是拿不定主意而已。 原本只是想去签唱會聽聽歌,過過應而已,根本沒想到會有專輯讓他签。專輯也是我媽買的啦,我以為是我媽要給他簽, 買了又叫我上去給他簽! 我怎么敢啦, 站在明星前面跟他握手可不是我会做的事！到头来，我妈和妹都陪我一起上去了。既然專輯都买了那就硬着头皮上去咯。在台下排队时我心里还在想，拜托不要有怪怪的事发生。果然是祸躲不过!


签唱會通常签完专辑后，都是会握手的嘛。就是这个时候让我想撞墙！黃靖倫把手伸出来对着我，我看见了当然也准备和他握手嘛！没想到在我把手伸出来后，他突然把手伸向我妹那里。我是有看到他手换了方向，不过当下的我没想那么多，就把他的手握住，拉过来对着我然后握手！握完后，我后之后觉傻住了。 我妹也傻住了。我相信黄先生也愣了一秒。我的天啊！只差当下没把OH SHIT讲出来而已! 要不然，真的可以撞墙了。走的时候，头上有隐形的三条线，脸都绿了，却还要装作没事。


现在，我一听到他的歌，就想到当时傻掉的情绪。。。不听又不行啊，好听嘛。。。忍不住想听。





2) 9 Feb - 乱认老爸！？

地点：淡滨尼 超市Giant

人物：我，妹妹，爸，妈 和 在电话线上的男声。


逛街逛一半尿急，上厕所尿尿，再回去找我爸妈当然也找不到了，都不知道他们逛到哪了。所以，要找到爸妈最简单的办法就是打电话咯。看着phonebook找"Dad",找到了，打过去了，过了好久也没人接电话。原本要挂电话的我，突然间听到电话通了！还没听到对方说hello, 我就开始说话了。


我：喂，爸你在哪里？
男声(停顿了以下）：啊？你叫我爸？
我：。。。


妹：你打错是吗？
我：打错？怎么可能？ （看着电话，焕然大悟）
妹：爸爸换电话号码了！


我（对电话）：噢！sorry sorry! 我好像打错电话。
男声：laughing*
我就匆匆挂电话了。


就这两件事，到了今天我妹还在笑我。你说，是不是可恶！？

OMG

OMG. He is just great! I'll be going for the 簽唱會 with my mum and sis! hahaa. 我想我們都會聽出耳油!

Happy new year! MOO..

It's the fifth day of CNY! =/

This year CNY not shuang leh. New year period also doing project. I have to return to sch on Wednesday even though my lessons are cancelled. I stayed in the lab for four hours? Until 5pm leh! =.=

Wanted to buy more new clothes.

Wanted to paint my nails.

Wanted to have a good rest.

I wanted to do all the above before CNY but... I'm just too busy! Before CNY busy jiu suan le. haha. guess what.. Next week got 4 quizzes if i'm not wrong. I'm so busy that... I didnt manage to get anything done! ><

and..

I received less ang bao money than the previous few years. Must be recession that caused less ang bao money! ><

OMG! 黃靖倫 coming to TP! hahahaha. that's the one thing I'm happy about! AND i got the tickets to it! 2 somemore! so that kim can come along too. I even took picture of the tickets! But Surprisingly, there are still tickets left on the second day. Maybe he wasn't that popular in Singapore yet. LOL! But.. i just love the way he talk! haha. humorous enough! Plus.. I should really at least go see a concert once while I'm still in poly. haha. seems fun! =D

This is how huge fluffy is----------->

長大了!

Take away the cage, and you'll see his cute cute looks!

=.=

phew. Felt so relieved right now because FMF assignment deadline was being extended~!



Tomorrow is the 23rd of Jan. Originally, it's the deadline for FMF assignment and World Issue consultation 2. And I just started doing both project yesterday. See how bad it is? lol. I even thought of skipping tutorial so as to finish up my FMF. Last night was like already 89% confirm not going cause Wan Ning said she don't feel like going too. By the time it's 22nd of Jan, 3.45pm, I'm like 98% confirm not going.


Okay. So ended up... Both Wanning and I decided not to go. Ehh... But we manage to have our attendence! haha. Coz.. LWL is a understanding teacher. lol. =P

*psss.. we sat in class for abt 15 mins nia.*

Now.. i can slowly take my time.. finish up my WI consultation proposal.. hope the consulatation session can help me pull up my marks a little. WI is just not my kind of module. ><

說明

I've got a few things to 說明in my blog.

Firstly,

yay! congrats to Matthew!



deadline over, means a brand new Matt!
Matt, you deserve a better one. =)



Secondly, (No names will be mentioned. So i'll be using "S'',"W" and "K".)

As for the tagboard thingy, I want to make it clear that I didn't accuse that W wrote those sluttish comments. Just in case readers forgot, I said "wahhs? hahaha. i definately hope this sluttish comment has got nothing to do with W. If not... it just shows that we are right. haha. but.. who cares?=)'' in K's blog. As for 'S', it's hard to believe it's not her who wrote such comments. I would like to believe what "W" said about "S", but after reading "S" blog and knowing her capability of 人身攻擊, it's hard for me not to suspect her. Seriously, it doesn't matter who wrote those comments. What's over is over.



Thirdly,

It's just too late for another apologising message sent by "W". If "W" really cares about this friendship like she claimed, she would have tried to explain the so-called "misunderstandings'' in the first place and not just leave the whole pile of mess that she created aside. Well.. If "W" tried explaining 2 weeks ago. Perhaps this won't be the ending.




Lastly,

Regarding to what "S" said in her blog about brain damage due to lack of oxygen, we are only stating the facts with no hard feelings. "Yours truly" means sincerely; in a true manner. Only True Friends will tell you your mistakes. But obviously, some people doesn't understand.


F-U-L-L S-T-O-P

I just want time to stop. So that I can have a good rest.

I'm so broke now. I think I left like $1 plus in my wallet? I seriously need to find a way to get more money!

Went out with Kim yesterday. Erm.. We watched College and it's like so 'exposed'? I think they should change the rating from M18 to R21 suan le. hahaha. Ohh. Kim introduced her friends to me. Kenny and Howard. hahaa. Her friends not bad leh... Quite fun to be with. We even went to K box! I would have continue singing till 2 am or 3am if I can stay out late.. But too bad lar. PROJECTS. OMG. Thinking about it makes me feel stress.

And today, Christopher and I were supposed to meet for dinner coz he pangseh me yesterday! Ask him come join us... don't want come... After that, He called and told me that he might come Orchard and meet me.. Ended up leh.. He went drinking with his friends! =(
Today leh.. Hai wo so kai xin! I thought I can finally see his straightened hair. But... We didnt get to meet cause his friends is with him.. I didnt go cause I'm afraid that i'm the extra one there.

Ahh!! When can I see his straightened hair!? He said he look a bit like zheng yuan chang with that hair.. o.O So curious sia! Guess I have to wait till tuesday before I might get the chance to see him.

It might not be YOU

hurray! I passed everything for my term test! That is so unexpected.. I thought i might fail BCM but I got 35 for it! Hmm.. Should work harder. 2A and 2B should not be enough for me. I should strive for a better result.

"Add some more oil arhhs..."
This is what Matthew always say to me. Don't worry Matt! I will not disappoint you. Erm.. exchange brains? Just in case... i cant do it? LOL!

Tough times come and go.

Results not good enough? Work harder! Be determined!
Can't find an ideal group for SIP? Ask around!
Worried that someone selfish comes along? Be alert! Protect myself!

Why worry so much? Why think so much? Let it be... It will soon go back to how it was. I'm not the most unfortunate one...At least i still got true friends. those friends that we rarely meet and still support each other. Think of those who dont even have what i have.
I shall be a happy girl so that people who love my smile get to see it more often.