Happy new year! MOO..

It's the fifth day of CNY! =/

This year CNY not shuang leh. New year period also doing project. I have to return to sch on Wednesday even though my lessons are cancelled. I stayed in the lab for four hours? Until 5pm leh! =.=

Wanted to buy more new clothes.

Wanted to paint my nails.

Wanted to have a good rest.

I wanted to do all the above before CNY but... I'm just too busy! Before CNY busy jiu suan le. haha. guess what.. Next week got 4 quizzes if i'm not wrong. I'm so busy that... I didnt manage to get anything done! ><

and..

I received less ang bao money than the previous few years. Must be recession that caused less ang bao money! ><

OMG! 黃靖倫 coming to TP! hahahaha. that's the one thing I'm happy about! AND i got the tickets to it! 2 somemore! so that kim can come along too. I even took picture of the tickets! But Surprisingly, there are still tickets left on the second day. Maybe he wasn't that popular in Singapore yet. LOL! But.. i just love the way he talk! haha. humorous enough! Plus.. I should really at least go see a concert once while I'm still in poly. haha. seems fun! =D

This is how huge fluffy is----------->

長大了!

Take away the cage, and you'll see his cute cute looks!

=.=

phew. Felt so relieved right now because FMF assignment deadline was being extended~!



Tomorrow is the 23rd of Jan. Originally, it's the deadline for FMF assignment and World Issue consultation 2. And I just started doing both project yesterday. See how bad it is? lol. I even thought of skipping tutorial so as to finish up my FMF. Last night was like already 89% confirm not going cause Wan Ning said she don't feel like going too. By the time it's 22nd of Jan, 3.45pm, I'm like 98% confirm not going.


Okay. So ended up... Both Wanning and I decided not to go. Ehh... But we manage to have our attendence! haha. Coz.. LWL is a understanding teacher. lol. =P

*psss.. we sat in class for abt 15 mins nia.*

Now.. i can slowly take my time.. finish up my WI consultation proposal.. hope the consulatation session can help me pull up my marks a little. WI is just not my kind of module. ><

說明

I've got a few things to 說明in my blog.

Firstly,

yay! congrats to Matthew!



deadline over, means a brand new Matt!
Matt, you deserve a better one. =)



Secondly, (No names will be mentioned. So i'll be using "S'',"W" and "K".)

As for the tagboard thingy, I want to make it clear that I didn't accuse that W wrote those sluttish comments. Just in case readers forgot, I said "wahhs? hahaha. i definately hope this sluttish comment has got nothing to do with W. If not... it just shows that we are right. haha. but.. who cares?=)'' in K's blog. As for 'S', it's hard to believe it's not her who wrote such comments. I would like to believe what "W" said about "S", but after reading "S" blog and knowing her capability of 人身攻擊, it's hard for me not to suspect her. Seriously, it doesn't matter who wrote those comments. What's over is over.



Thirdly,

It's just too late for another apologising message sent by "W". If "W" really cares about this friendship like she claimed, she would have tried to explain the so-called "misunderstandings'' in the first place and not just leave the whole pile of mess that she created aside. Well.. If "W" tried explaining 2 weeks ago. Perhaps this won't be the ending.




Lastly,

Regarding to what "S" said in her blog about brain damage due to lack of oxygen, we are only stating the facts with no hard feelings. "Yours truly" means sincerely; in a true manner. Only True Friends will tell you your mistakes. But obviously, some people doesn't understand.


F-U-L-L S-T-O-P

I just want time to stop. So that I can have a good rest.

I'm so broke now. I think I left like $1 plus in my wallet? I seriously need to find a way to get more money!

Went out with Kim yesterday. Erm.. We watched College and it's like so 'exposed'? I think they should change the rating from M18 to R21 suan le. hahaha. Ohh. Kim introduced her friends to me. Kenny and Howard. hahaa. Her friends not bad leh... Quite fun to be with. We even went to K box! I would have continue singing till 2 am or 3am if I can stay out late.. But too bad lar. PROJECTS. OMG. Thinking about it makes me feel stress.

And today, Christopher and I were supposed to meet for dinner coz he pangseh me yesterday! Ask him come join us... don't want come... After that, He called and told me that he might come Orchard and meet me.. Ended up leh.. He went drinking with his friends! =(
Today leh.. Hai wo so kai xin! I thought I can finally see his straightened hair. But... We didnt get to meet cause his friends is with him.. I didnt go cause I'm afraid that i'm the extra one there.

Ahh!! When can I see his straightened hair!? He said he look a bit like zheng yuan chang with that hair.. o.O So curious sia! Guess I have to wait till tuesday before I might get the chance to see him.

It might not be YOU

hurray! I passed everything for my term test! That is so unexpected.. I thought i might fail BCM but I got 35 for it! Hmm.. Should work harder. 2A and 2B should not be enough for me. I should strive for a better result.

"Add some more oil arhhs..."
This is what Matthew always say to me. Don't worry Matt! I will not disappoint you. Erm.. exchange brains? Just in case... i cant do it? LOL!

Tough times come and go.

Results not good enough? Work harder! Be determined!
Can't find an ideal group for SIP? Ask around!
Worried that someone selfish comes along? Be alert! Protect myself!

Why worry so much? Why think so much? Let it be... It will soon go back to how it was. I'm not the most unfortunate one...At least i still got true friends. those friends that we rarely meet and still support each other. Think of those who dont even have what i have.
I shall be a happy girl so that people who love my smile get to see it more often.

ohh. this is boring.

world issue project after school tmr. WORLD ISSUE is just not what i am good in and consultation session this friday leh. jialat lar.. I think arhhs... this semester gpa hard to improve le lar. ><

Should i go to university after poly?

I want to... but my results.. i think university is just a dream for me. haha. even if i manage to get into it, i think i will struggle to pass bahs. =/



I dont know what is going to happen in the future. I suppose all i can do is... to do my best now. and hopefully i can get in.

You dont have to explain anything.. Coz i don't feel like listening to it too. Abt your ex. yes. you can ignore whatever he said.

hey. You cried. but so do I. coz i dont feel the care that you claim you gave. if u really care, show it. dont just say it. Do you really think that I feel good by saying all that? I dont even think you know where's your problem.

Went to Cinneleisure for the movie Ip man and it's really nice. . esp with the part... the kid cycling and told his dad to fight back. haha. interesting. I miss Kimberly so much..if not because of she is working right now. I think i'll meet her more often. Watching a movie with her is just not enough. We shall go K box some other time and enjoy the sing session! Erm... Maybe on a Sunday? lol! and Kim said she will ask her friends along! haha. That's good. Coz Firstly.. I can know more ppl. Secondly, she said her friends can sing quite well. Thirdly, I can enjoy myself again! 3 in one... why not?



I got to know so much in a night. A little too much for me to accept the fact. But at least i know the truth. I misunderstood my friend! omg lar. i take back my words. haha. If there's a chance he might read this... i would like to apologise.
I'm glad that he didn't want to lose me as a friend. altho that two had broke up, i didn't thought of jue jiao with him also. Coz to me... i feel that if the both of you had the courage to start a relationship, the both of you should have the courage to end it too. But obviously... someone kept something from me lar. then... ended up lots of misunderstanding going on. =.=

To that someone:
Being selfish in a relationship wont do you good. I told you before. But you didn't want to listen to it and you didn't want to change. Being in a relationship doesn't only mean the guy must pamper you and treat u like a princess. Being in a relationship is to find someone who really love and care about you, and that you are also willing to do something for him. But from what i heard and saw, you only care for yourself. If you really want to find love,you'll have to love someone first before they will love you. This doesn't only applies to you boyfriend. It applies to friendship too and u lacking of it. Are you really being so sincere? I can't help but to wonder.

I know what you will be thinking after reading this. You'll feel that i'm not understanding enough and that I dont know what you are going through. But... Do you really think for us in the first place? Do you really think that you didnt hurt us at all? I think you have to go home and do some reflection.

I never wanted to say this at all. But it seems like... this is never going to change. What's done is done.