had dinner with my family, and we just randomly talked about this person I've known for like many many years. Sadly, we're not on good terms now. sadly? nah. should be a blessing in disguise! I thought I'll have different thoughts about her after my 2 year long reflection. Well, obviously, nothing really changes since the year 2008. In fact, I'm doing better than what I thought and that's when I realized that maybe it's because she is no longer around me anymore! YES. If i had not make that decision two years ago, my darling might not be my darling right now, it might be hers. Not trying to feel insecurity, but it seems like... In the past, whenever I think good about something, she would want to have it for herself only, especially potential friends that benefit her - regardless of male or female. How selfish is that? That's what made me cut off all contacts with her.
What can I say? Life is like a drama right? That's very true and we should accept it. =)
