Received a call from my boy this late afternoon. =((

He is ill! From a simple sore throat to a cough and finally to a fever! =.=

Talked to him on the phone for like 5mins and we ended the call. I was searching for home remedies yesterday to improve his condition on sore throat. Apparently, he needs a doctor more than my home remedy!

AND, why on earth is he still in the medical centre? I thought his bunk mate went home after diagnose with a fever? Why can't he do the same too? Shit. I forgot to ask him about it. Poor boy.. I bet he must be feeling so unwell that he didn't even call me at night. X.X

Imagine we planned to go shopping for my toy bear! If his situation did not improve by Friday, I think our plan will be all screw up. =(

P.S: haiiz. I shall be his servent on Saturday since he's not feeling well. hahaha.

It's been a while since I last post anything on my blog. I doubt I will update my blog if my boyfriend didn't went to Pulau Tekong. =/

Dear blog,

Friday, o4.o6.2o1o is the first night that my bf will sleep in Tekong and I seriously miss him a lot. I thought I would be alright and that my emotions won't get all upside down, but it seems like I'm not doing a very good job on the first day. Even until now, when I think of him an island away from Singapore, I would still feel like crying. Since when did I get so emotional? =(

Before the day he went in, we were at the bus stop chit chatting. I always knew that he is worried for me even tho I tried to convince him that I can take care of myself. I tried not to think about "time", about "accompany" and tried to be as natural as I can that night but I broke down once he told me to drink more water as the weather is hot. I felt touched, real touched.. and partially, it's because I couldn't bear to separate with him, even it's for just 2 weeks.

Yes, 2 weeks. Considered short right? I know it's not a long period of time but my tears just couldn't stop forming. It's been quite a long time since I cried that hard. I would say that I cried harder than what I thought was painful the last time round. Imagine if I were to go to Las Vegas for a month while studying for my degree. Couldn't even think about it.

I can see that it will be a tough for us this 2 years. Time management plays an important part to our relationship but I believe we will be able to get through this tough period, that is if both of us tried hard enough.

I miss my boy, I would be on the phone with him now if he wasn't in Tekong. =/