New year, new hairstyle, new spectacles, new clothes, new bags. everything is new this year! everything is good, except for the new kind of emotion that I am feeling now. I'm just struggling. What to do? I need reassurance and determination. I just hope the time i dread to come will finally come and end fast. But that really depends on me. Bad bad bad. x.x

Plus, I think I'm really in love. Not that I don't love my boyfriend before today, but then it just gets better for some reason. I would go ROM with him if I could. He must be really good, that's why I'm like that now. They say it's never good to let the other party know how much you really love and need him because if that happens, you lose the game.. The truth is, you can't help but to do everything to show care and concern for him when love falls upon you. It's been a long time since I have this kind of feeling. It's like.. I can just hug him for the whole day and feel happy. It's that simple.

This is one thing that I'm glad about. =) Simple and sweet.